You make me bleed happy.
When it is comforting to know my pride has wounded me
Revert back I return to You,
return to You.
But when it's not my inflated head
I can cry better, louder
Then I know I have lost out this time
Now I am wounded and need to heal
At my disdain, because I believed this time it was safe
to disclose some more of me.
Is it possible to die of a broken heart?
Can one die of a broken heart?
Months and months before
I requested a throw to Your threshing floor
Now I surrender. You have successfully torn my view
Of days unnumbered, ever endless
Pain-voids now filled with baked, stark memories
Turned to cakes of spiritual food.
They learn, and so do I.
I eat, without joyful pretense
As I remember my famished soul.
And this is joy, ever-fought for.
Joy, forever sought.
I cannot smile without it costing something
My body You have bought.
This is it. A completed heart in You.
Completed joy in You.
Your Love,
You're Love.
My thriving soul that is teeming
and
feeding on You.
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
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