burst.

i'm in love. truly. genius mike who's recording me said he could play the cello for "boat rowing" and put it on the EP. i'd never considered a cello for the song til a friend who'd heard the raw recording suggested it. all mike did was pluck around, play a few sustained notes and OH MY GOSH i was in love.... yes, baby maton will always be my first m.love, but the cello is just gorgeous. the cello is my new m.love.

God's people are wondering why they have been single forever. say, "i'm not ugly, am quite intelligent.witty.have fantastic sense of humour, i serve at church as bible reader.youthgroupleader. muso.whatever.. so why don't i have anyone? am i not good enough?" //you are fearfully and wonderfully made//you are God's beloved// your Creator made no mistakes on you.

more and more i am growing placid in the world i inhabit. i hate it. i want to burst. i want to scream. i want to see things change. i want my worlds to know what it means to live for Jesus. i want to disappear in the Holy Spirit when i sing and play my guitar. i don't want it to be about me anymore. i want to burn out for God. and i have said an emphatically loud YES!!!!!!!!!!!! to wavemakers. i have been fed enough. it's time to feed.

pray for every ministry: family. usyd. mquni. music. work. st james. bluesky. cityrail. coffee cultures. gigs. sec music. boyfasting. driving. rta. blogging. myspace. facebook. (i'm not joking)...