Monday, September 24, 2007

On night aloneness

I am ashamed of my longing.
I should be content.

This is a short phase - where I call you at 1am crying,
pathetically:

"I'm lonely," I puff, sobbing.

But you are no help to me.
You are useless to me.

I don't need:
- your words of sympathy
- your soft shell crab hugs
- your fingers pushing hair behind my ears

This is no comfort to me!

Then I tell you this and you leave.

I am a fool,
and alone again.

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